Byron Henderson - Sadistic Infinity (Never Letting Go) lyrics

Babe, turn me up get it right laughs
I love you too so, what do I do, just spazz?
You know, you should really be here
With me, you know that, Right?
I think you should

Why would I be shocked
With all that’s happening?
Havoc is human nature
Lost my better half to that grave
Bet they appreciate you since you’re gone
Now they’re stuck with the
Clichés and the nameless
Overshadowed by the thought of
You possibly being famous
Permanent cologne is sin
Everything’s moving backwards
At him, but never get at him
Subliminally attacking
This is what we’re looking forward to?
Question they never ask is whether you
Would like your racism blatant
Or systematic?
Tenacious attempts to be everything you see
There ain’t no leaders round here
Just you and me they kill them all
Just like height restrictions will
Kill hoop dreams and if you make it
They’ll probably kill you if you speak
I think highly of y’all, we’re just good
At making the worst decisions possible, Dawg
We become our own obstacles before we
Make it out of the yard
The less fortunate will kill you if
You got it before them, Why?
Just look around you for a second
Observe your surroundings and
Know that you’re
Probably a step away from tragedy
This is the environment you’re set in
People keep dying
But that ain’t even the scary part
Maybe I’m losing faith in y’all
The cops keep firing shots to
Create a racial war
But if we start firing back
That’s bringing martial law
This isn’t making sense
Or maybe this is who really are
No serenity here, we just invade for oil
Opium and this ish
And then we fake a war as
If we were minding our business
America the beautiful, oh how I resent this
Sure, I’m just a baby, maybe it’s a façade
Maybe I’m losing my mind
Maybe I’m running out of time
So I’m using it wisely
Hopefully things change for the better
Just a reminder of why I’m 97
Watch me sever ties

There comes a point where you
Just lose all feeling it isn’t willingly
It just happens and you become numb
See, she was hurting really badly
And we couldn’t stop it
Now I’ll probably never hurt again
I’d kill just to feel even that one more time
So, when you think about saying F
Love and try to act heartless
Think about how you still have the ability
To feel those feelings for someone i don’t

You sit here and you're all
Confused about this thing, But you have it
You have everything so hold onto it
Use two hands, and never let go, got it?

So many problems with your mind state
You look in the mirror in disgust
Like you are not great
Even in your younger days
When innocence was a thing to you
Back when the only thing you would see
Outside wasn’t pain to use for inspiration
The bullets fly and they didn’t aim
At you but whoever they hit
Whether you knew them or not
It was changing you
Making you into something dangerous
Detrimental to nobody but you
And it’s angering, I know you well
Thinking there has to be more
To life than this you’re torturing yourself
And the arguments are inciting this
Every day of your life
It’s like every word is a
Knife leaving you scarred
Sweaters and jackets ought to be
Nice enough to cover it
At least until they heal
Unfortunately, your soul is something
That never will that’s frightening
How are you so intelligent?
Might it be due to telling your friend
About how you’re fighting your skeletons?
Or did you finally come to
The realization that real
Life reveals time won’t ever heal our hatred?
All the hoping people get it
Together is wishful thinking
I know it’s taking a toll on
You that’s why you’re sinking deeper
The sole reason you hate when
The shots ring out
Sound of a shell hitting the ground
Is all you think about
Looking into the eyes of a man gasping
For air cause he can’t breathe
You feel like crap cause you
Weren’t there to help him
So you watch that video on
Repeat as it haunts
You to point where you can barely even sleep
You can barely even eat because
Your stomach won’t digest
You can’t help it he wasn’t ready to die yet
You’re afraid
Because you don’t know how to stop it
Difficult as it is
All your friends can do is watch it
As you slowly self-destruct with nothing more
To lose but love and hope
Even though your friend is long gone
You’re never letting go

I can’t breathe either
I can’t breathe either