Citizen Soldier - Black Hole Brain lyrics

I don't wanna talk about it
The reasons I've been losing sleep
As long as I can stay distracted
The past can never get to me

A silence I will never break
Won't spill the secrets I have locked away
If you could live in my head for a day
You would do the same

Gravity has got nothing on these memories
That I buried in this black hole brain
At home in outer space die or dissociate
Because forgetting is the only place I'm safe

Forgetting is the only place I'm safe

I'm not ready to remember
I'm afraid of therapy
Every thorns that happened trigger
I'm avoiding careful

Leave me be 'cause, I can't take the weight
Of everything I'm keeping in this cage
If you could live in my head a day
You would do the same (Same)

Gravity has got nothing on these memories
That I buried in this black hole brain
At home in outer space die or dissociate
Because forgetting is the only place I'm safe

I don't wanna mourn this open
I don't wanna hurt the feels
I'd rather plan my own funeral
Than face what you had did to me
Now ignorance is my religion
And I am not afraid to die
'Cause there can't be a
Hell that's worst than
The one that's being in my mind

Gravity has got nothing on these memories
That I buried in this black hole brain
At home in outer space die or dissociate
Because forgetting is the only place I'm safe

Only place I'm safe, only place I'm safe

I don't wanna talk about it
I don't wanna talk about it