Citizen Soldier - Give Up To Ghosts lyrics

Wish I could sleep but there's a gaslight
Inside my brain, it's burning so bright
The memories inside of my mind
Make every rewind feel like a hate crime

I can't explain why I'm not alright
I'm getting static on the phone line
Been sorting out the mess for some time
There is no sign of any sunrise

But
When it does appear I'll still be
Here

So
You can blame me, shame me
Gaslight me and frame me
But I am stronger than you know
I'm just like thunder from lightning
More than what's behind me
And I will never give up to ghosts
No-o-o!

The more I want it getting heavy
The more I had, the more the deadly
I pay the price to living rent free
Would that end me from being friendly?

I'm sick of killing my emotions with this medication
I'm sick of doubting myself, I need some validation
It's time that I unlearn, I'll be indoctrination
This is my revelation - it's time for confrontation

So
You can blame me, shame me
Gaslight me and frame me
But I am stronger than you know
I'm just like thunder from lightning
More than what's behind me
And I will never give up to ghosts
No-o-o!

Even if I tremble, even if I cry
It's time to face my demons
And look 'em in the eye

Even if I panic
Break down and fall apart
I refuse to be a slave to all their scars!

Though all they're scary
When are kept inside the dark!

So
You can blame me, shame me
Gaslight me and frame me
Do your worst, I won't let go
I'm just like thunder from lightning
More than what's behind me
And I will never give up to ghosts
No-o-o!

I will never give up to ghosts
No-o-o!