Dependence - The Cracks Of Hands That Aren't Held By Another lyrics

She said boy, "Why are you so sad?"
And I said, "Girl
I don't have an answer for that"
But, I guess I've been carrying
My past on my back
Until it crept in the cracks of my spine
Now I walk with it
It walks with me because it never
Left the back of my mind
I wear it on my skin
And in between my fingertips
And every love that I try to grip
Slips and drips between the cracks of
Hands that aren't held by another

I feel numb
And it's dumb that I've become such a fool
I don't think anything will ever
Turn out for me

It's hard to see a future


With someone beside of me
I just can't see, I just can't see
It's just me, and me alone
There's just me, and no one else

Just another in the list of
Things that I haven't felt
Just you and me, and me with myself
There's no-one else, there's no-one else
This night might just last forever
And if I ever get to sleep
Maybe then I can lay with her
Maybe, but let it be without dreams
No light or scenes of trees
Just space enough to swallow me

I feel numb and it's dumb that
I've become such a fool
I don't think anything will ever
Turn out for me