Dependence - Those Three Words lyrics

Those three words
I think that I've overused them
Maybe I've abused them
I just know that I've used them
But now they won't touch my lips
Unless they've been kissed from another
Yeah, I haven't been a boy
Since I lost my brother
It's more complicated than just one
Or two of us there's so many things that are
Always happening at once
I was young and dumb and
I didn't understand the value
The value of anything at all

You were some things too
But I can't bring myself to insult you
Blame is such a fickle thing
It was the wrong place, at the wrong time
The two of us weren't meant to find
Shelter and cover inside of each other


Even if for a time we did align
That's just the way it was and how
It remains as the faces change

Sometimes I find what I needed, sometimes
I find what I wanted but
Time always seems to be playing games
At least that's what it seems to me
I didn't realize that I had changed and that
What I thought was right was wrong now

I had become what I had lost
And she was the price that it cost
Only losing, and losing, and losing
Again and again he or she may not see
But we will remember the nights
That we could not sleep

Where our hearts would be
Four times alone now
For every single with them by our sides
You may smile, and you may laugh
But your eyes will never lie

And if you look hard enough, you'll find
You'll find it at least you will
At least you will with mine
You can hide behind your eyes
That's what I'm doing with mine
You can hide, you can hide, you can hide
Behind your eyes
That's what I'm doing in mine