Dependence - What It Takes To Move Forward lyrics

My heart hurts and my body aches
I want to know just what it takes to move on
And to get gone

Because I'm not allowed to hold you
Or say your name it's not allowed

I guess that's just the way it goes
When you say goodbye
You close your eyes and all the flowers die
I guess that's just the way it goes
From when it rains to when it snows
Where did you go?

That was the first day it rained
That was the first day that it rained
The first day that I knew
I could be hurt again
That was when I knew I could feel
And that I had felt something real



That was the first day, and the last day
Where have you been, since then? I miss you
I miss the skin that I could have lived in
I miss your company, I miss everything

I miss the nothings, the somethings
I miss it all
I miss the way that you'd call
To say who you loved
There's always time to change your mind
But, I feel like it's too late to change mine
I've been so caught up in who I was
But it takes mistakes to learn
How to make things work
I'm learning what I need to be