Digital Faceless - Erased lyrics

Erasing my feelings to empty my mind
Crying all the tears to fill
Up this void inside
If you leave me now, I don't mind
I'm sure that your happy now
So I won't mind its hard to be alone
But trust me, I won’t be back
Tonight we will leave our home behind
I won’t regret this adventure
When I was by your side
Its engraved inside my flesh for now
It will only be erased when I’ll die

Drew a line in the sand and I
Told you not to cross it
Playing with my heart and you
Never really stopped it
Take a shot in the dark and
I say we had some issues
Not everyone gets along like a fairy tale
But the ending's fairly nice
Even if I didn't like the rest of the story
Dressed nice just to go to purgatory
Always depressed cause our love went stale
Set up shop put our memories for sale
But the next person's perfect
Better than you ever were
Infect my thoughts like a virus
Thinking bout you every minute
I just think that you're the one
But I might be biased

I got too many questions
I'm still in need of an answer
I just want to be happy ever after
I been through the pressure
I been through seclusion
Imma sit here in my bedroom
Lookin' forward for any improvement
Filling up my waste basket with written vomit
Almost eighteen
Time is the only thing I covet
Can't do things straight
Without time running at the speed of light
I don't see what's right
How can I be alright?
Yeah, I just wanna get along
In a fairy tale world
My vision is straight blurred
Don't even know if my brain works
Don't know when my brain bursts
But I'm sure that I won't
Let your shame return