Digital Faceless, Daniels Gone - Husk lyrics

Feeling like a moth in the night
Always searching for the light
When im lost in my mind
I fought with all my might
For the things that are right
I don't deserve a price
Cause it's only what I am
A humanoid fullfilled with my emotions
Trynna keep it calm, stop asking questions
I will leave them on the floor
My demons, these whores
I feel like my life’s a chore
Always scared for the worst
But my anxiety got the best of me
Eating my guts like a mass of rotted meat
So I won’t be scared to express myself
Its time to shine fuck being a misfit
Feeling like a moth in the night
Always searching for the light
When im lost in my mind
I fought with all my might
For the things that are right
I don't deserve a price
Cause it's only what I am

Stuck in the nowhere, tell me
Where is the shitty light?
I can't decide what I'm trying to
Be in my mind's eye
Counting minutes before my ass is
Late at the bus station
Can't wait to see the door I
Could enter 'cause I'm so impatient
Please help me
So I can get at least that bit of that shine
I would beg and cry
Please tell me and you will be fine
Don't be so quiet
Do me that single one fucking favor
I never learned of how I
Control my own atmosphere
I never found a comfortable place
I'm not talking about that dark maze
I've been stuck for now
Shit's been wild for now i feel so tough
I feel so weird that I
Even suppress my own cough
Sweet, you try your best but
You ain't fooling me
Thinking you're important
Thinking you can make me feel exhausted
Good, but what's your intention
What's your point to taunt?
I'm surrounded by people acting
They the divine one

Held hands with the reaper
Say she'd rather see
Me dead then end up as another tweaker
I can see her discontent
Disconnect me from the rest of everybody
Nothing seems to make sense anymore don't
Calm me down with allegories
The worlds a painfully unfunny joke
That everybody's laughing at
A failed Netflix special stabbing at my eyes
When the world ends I'll be selling
Sunglasses at the gates of hell
Armageddon round the corner I
Can't even tell force feed me black sludge
Rub it on my gums
Tell my mama I ain't coming home
The world don't need another son
Force feed me black sludge rub it on my gums
Tell my mama I ain't coming home
The world don't need another son

Lost cause
Know I’m a burden, im a beating drum
Humming in my head
Drown out the silence with a steady bump
I don't like to wallow
Or drown in my own piss
But it's hard to stay so quiet
In spite of a black list
Its been so hard to fucking
Step out my bed room
Head room is filling up I
Smell like fucking dog food no mood
Im at a total blank
Feel like the road stopped hard knocks
Lifes a bitch I’ll spit it like
It's nas till my heart stops
I got a future ahead of me
But I act so careless
Bare foot in a plank full of needles
I stress out til im hairless
Barely even make it through class
I cannot deal with extras
Bless you with a sense of no time left
Let death caress you