Juno - ​awful lyrics

I'm starting to realize that it's my fault
(Woah, woah)
'Cause I don't know where I woke up
Or what we did last night (Last night)
She tell her mama that I'm awful (Awful)
Heard he was talking
Left his body where it won't see the light
(It's 2AM)
Its 2AM, I feel my nose sting (Fuck)
Fuck, I heard my phone ring
I promise I'ma call you back
Too intoxicated, keep it lowkey
Please don't say you know me
'cause no one ever had my back

All to say, where I've been is a mouthful
(Is a mouthful)
I can't blame, what you said
'cause I'm awful ('Cause I'm awful)
We're on and off like every second
Say "I love you" and regret it
Can't stay off the pharmaceutics (Oh no)
All the shit that you said is a mouthful
(Is a mouthful)
Say I'm dumb and misled, guess I'm awful
(Guess I'm awful)
You tried your hardest to forget it (I know)
You still call me when you're stressing
(I know) blame it on the pharmaceutics

I know that even when you're with him
You feel alone (Woah oh oh)
And I wish I could help you, but it's
Too late now, the sun's gone down
And it's cold, it's so cold
And when the withdrawals kick
And you feel so sick
Well, just know you're still home (Oh)

All to say, where I've been is a mouthful
(Is a mouthful)
I can't blame, what you said
'cause I'm awful ('Cause I'm awful)
We're on and off like every second
Say "I love you" and regret it
Can't stay off the pharmaceutics (Oh no)
All the shit that you said is a mouthful
(Is a mouthful)
Say I'm dumb and misled, guess I'm awful
(Guess I'm awful)
You tried your hardest to forget it (I know)
You still call me when you're stressing
(I know)
Blame it on the pharmaceutics (I know)
(She tell her mama that I'm awful)