Lil Happy Lil Sad - Survive lyrics

She told me I was nothing and it hurt
She used to make me happy and
Feel special with her words
I tried to shed some light on
All the dark inside of her
She used to be my everything and
Now I'm off the drugs

I fell to the ground
I'm smoking all the time
Just tryna survive
I might kill myself tonight
I never fucking know, when I'm gonna go
'Cause one day I am happy
Next I'm strangled by the noose
I fell to the ground, crying all the time
Sadness in my sound, I am always on the grind
I'm always feeling low, stuck inside my mind
I just wanna go, but I never seem to die

Always in my bed


I made her leave me here alone
Screaming at her crying
I would point her to the door
All I ever want is her to
Be here when I'm low
I try to act unbothered but
I end up hurting more
Always in my bed
I made her leave me here alone
Screaming at her crying
I would point her to the door
All I ever want is her to
Be here when I'm low
I try to act unbothered but
I end up hurting more

I fell to the ground
I'm smoking all the time
Just tryna survive
I might kill myself tonight
I never fucking know, when I'm gonna go
'Cause one day I am happy
Next I'm strangled by the noose
I fell to the ground, crying all the time
Sadness in my sound, I am always on the grind
I'm always feeling low, stuck inside my mind
I just wanna go, but I never seem to die