Lil Xtra - Fearless lyrics

Yeah wake up, what the fuck that hurts, yeah
I broke your heart, I’m the worst, i’m sorry
But my shoulder’s torn and
My heart feels worn
Dunno what I’m gonna do about surgery
And you’re not gonna listen
Think I’m just bitching
Guess there’s no use pretending
There’s a silver lining in this
Hurricane, pain on the way
Whole world is ending

Wake up, what the fuck, that hurts
Nerve block wore off and I can’t stop crying
For five weeks oxy is in me and I can’t quit
Better believe I've been trying
Six months and you're fixed, that's a myth
Been a year and I'm still in the ditch
Such a mess act like I switched up, just
Pissed 18 months in it
Still hurts to get dressed


I'm sorry for the dark that you can't see
And I'm sorry for the light
That I can't bring
And I'm sorry if you're near
Me I scream and it
Seems that you see but you
Just can't hear me
I'm sorry if this song seems campy
And I'm sorry for the things
That I can't be
And I'm sorry if you hear this
I couldn't be brave and
I'll never be fearless


Now it's been a few years and
I've shed a few tears
No relief for the weight on my back now
Buy an ounce looking so innocent, I'm
Trapping out my girl's mini-fridge
Make it back now just to make a few bucks
I'm feeling like a chump
My music fucking sucks take it all down
Put it back the next week
People sleep but these words will kill me
If I don't get them all out

Wake up, what the fuck, this song's blowing
Up, holy shit, this is it, people care now
My old life's gone but my new life spawned
Now I'm on and I'm not gonna wear down
Life merging with dreams, I just
Want to feel free
I just want my art seen like a Rembrandt
On my way, we the wave
But my body's just pain and I'm
Tryna be brave but I can't



I'm sorry for the dark that you can't see
And I'm sorry for the light
That I can't bring
And I'm sorry if you're near
Me I scream and it
Seems that you see but you
Just can't hear me
I'm sorry if this song seems campy
And I'm sorry for the things
That I can't be
And I'm sorry if you hear this
I couldn't be brave and
I'll never be fearless
I've got a lie tattooed on my side
It says I'll stay strong


I'm sorry for the dark that you can't see
And I'm sorry for the light
That I can't bring
And I'm sorry if you hear this
I couldn't be brave