Lil Xtra, Cryderman - Flush lyrics

So I’m Sleeping off the pills and
Crying on a Tuesday
I don’t really give a fuck what you say
You make me feel like it’s doomsday
Never cared about me anyways i don’t want to
Know how you’re gonna do without me
I know that you’ll forgot about me
Haven’t slept since Sunday
I guess We all escape one day

Can never sleep I'm up all night
And i've been smoking weed
Want life to change but happiness well
That don't come with ease
Spending all my cheese on liquor clothes
And big ass bags of tree
Baby tryna chill with me she
Even saying fucking please
Switching up like every month ain't
Tryna stay the same
Counting up like every week cause I'm
Not focused on the fame
I want my momma covered up
In diamonds every single day
All my focus on this I ain't
Lying ain't no other way
I've been insane ever since a
Young age I'm just
Good at hiding everything and
Look like I'm okay
I've been smoking away the pain
Frying up my fucking brain
I don't even smoke to party
I'mm rolling to sustain
I've been fucking insane ever since
A young age I'm just
Good at hiding everything and
Look like I'm okay
I've been smoking away the pain
Frying up my fucking brain
I don't even smoke to party
I' m rolling to sustain

So I’m Sleeping off the pills and
Crying on a Tuesday
I don’t really give a fuck what you say
You make me feel like it’s doomsday
Never cared about me anyways
I don’t want to know how
You’re gonna do without me
I know that you’ll forgot about me
Haven’t slept since Sunday
I guess We all escape one day

Yeah, i've been depressed since 6th grade
And I ain't ride no Fucking wave
I just Got so Fucking sick
Of people saying to behave
When all I do is wait
All I fucking do is take
Everything I managed to plan has
Vanished in my wake

And I’ve had two attempts
Saying fuck I’m through with this
The time when I’m awake I want to
Die and that’s some truthful Shit
But I’m still here at 22, missing you
Ever since you were erased
I wish that I could take your place

And I heard your sister found
You hanging in that tree
Saw her post on Facebook
Wishing you could meet
Her kids when she has them
Or see her graduate
I’d be lying if I said that
I ain't have a mental break

When I put those fucking pills in my mouth or
When my kidneys fucking flushed
Them back out and
Every day I wonder what I’m good for
But I don’t really give a God damn so I’m