Lil Xtra - Forestdale lyrics

On the run from myself
But the drugs didn't help
Getting numb to a void
All the pain that we felt
Some were lost in the future
Some in the past all we had was each other
But we knew it wouldn't last
'Cause all my homies have a good reason
Some knew
Say I'm fine but no one believes it
I know that they're gone but
I can still feel it
I was numb to the bone in the crowd all alone
Getting sick of my life
Getting high just to cope
And my plans fall to piеces
Heart turns to stone
Rеquest my location, disconnect phone
We're sorry
You have reached a number that has been
Disconnected or is no longer in service
It's hard to separate facts from the fiction
It's hard to separate the
Drugs from addiction

But I should've known better than
Thinking I was bigger than this
Reading my suicide letter when you find it
If you find it, I've been
A little better but
I'm holding it together just barely
You can return the sweater when you find it
If you find it

I have my back to the wall
Everything was going wrong
Need to feel a little love
Don't feel anything at all
Now I can't see a future, sick and I know it
We were trying to find ourselves
Getting lost in the void
I wish I could go back, give 'em all hope
I wish I could go back, tell 'em "go home"
Now I'm solo, not even a photo
How can you escape when your
Life is a background?
Now I'm lost in my head
Leaving everyone on read
I can never get 'em out now
Words I should've said
Now I don't have a future
Can't stand the past
I just wanna see my friends but
I'll never get 'em back
I just wanna see my friends but
I'll never get 'em back

But I should've known better than
Thinking I was bigger than this
Reading my suicide letter when you find it
If you find it, I've been
A little better but
I'm holding it together just barely
You can return the sweater when you find it
If you find it