Lil Xtra - Fucked Up. Letdown lyrics

We were in the back seat bumping away
I need it so much I just want you to stay
And it’s 5 am
Making out again in your drug rug
I’m so in love, I’m so fucked up

Never good enough, always second choice
Shut my fucking mouth, Choke my fucking voice
Now it's Saturday, where my Fucking boys?
I am not okay, I am not your toy

To be broken, go on cut me open
There’s a hole in my lungs and I’m chocking
You gotta young punk misquoted
Sew me up once my heart’s been stolen
I guess I should have played my part
You Shoulda Checked my chart for
My fucked up stars
If you did would have known from the start
Ima fucked up kid with a fucked up heart

I got a new girl now and she’s great
But if I’m being honest it
Won’t ever be the same
Cause you only get one love
Like that one love
Never think of anybody else that way

Like when you dyed your hair, with the circle
All our friends are there, being hurtful
You freaked out so bad when
You turned purple
I wanna stay, but I gotta get to work girl

And I wonder about that day
Like if I’d come back maybe
You would have stayed
Put it on a playlist used to be your favorite
Been a few years
I still listen to the same shit

But it’s been a few months since we’ve spoken
A few years that my heart’s been broken
It’s my luck that you’re down
With the set now
I know I’m a Fuckup, I know I’m a letdown