Lil Xtra - Home lyrics

Must've been a lil' lost for some time
I've got you on my mind
And I guess I'm always wrong
Because I know you're always right
I've got cracks in my bones
And terror in my soul
Too busy searching for my own death
To find my way home take me

Yeah, I know I spend way too
Much time up in my feelings
But I never really found a way
To deal with all my demons
(Just take me home) so I stay shut
And what I wouldn't give to wake up
Feeling like there's something in this
World other than fake love
(Find my way home, take me)
So fuckin' broke, I'm almost bankrupt
Too scared to quit my job
I can't take the fucking pay cut
(Just take me home) bottle it inside of me
Leave this world behind me
Wishin' I could ever find the strength
To do the right thing
(Find my way home, take me) 'Cause one day
I'll be dust up in this earth
And if I'm lucky meantime
Then I'll find some self-worth
(Just take me home)
My demons fucking devious
They speaking through your words
This life is so tedious and everybody hurts
So (Find my way home, take me)
Why I feel so fucking cursed then?
Sometimes the dumbest people say
The smartest fuckin' words
(Just take me home)
It's time to find life to fill in my chest
But I fucked it up again
Still what I do best
(Find my way home, take me)

Must've been a lil' lost for some time
I've got you on my mind
And I guess I'm always wrong
Because I know you're always right
I've got cracks in my bones
And terror in my soul
Too busy searching for my own death
To find my way home take me