Lil Xtra - HXHXHX lyrics

You know I've never been so nervous
Like my spine's about to snap
Yeah, I remember how I bent
Until I broke myself in half
And I know that I get angry
And I know that you stay sad
But I still feel the bad blood drippin'
From the dagger in my back

But you said
"You’re just not worth fighting for
I know there’s much more
Back where you came from"
Just leave me alone just get out of my home
She said ''I never needed you, no
I just needed something
You meant nothing''
So the earth begins to shake

You always love to say you see the
Best in everything except for me
(Except for me)
If I had done things differently
Well, nothing would have changed
Not my feelings or your games
You know, it's 10 years gone by
And I tried so hard to hate you

But you said
"You're just not worth fighting for
I know there's much more
Back where you came from"
Just leave me alone just get out of my home
She said ''I never needed you, no
I just needed something
You meant nothing''

(You meant nothing you meant nothing)
This disease is getting worse
I see the fire through the trees
(You meant nothing)
Break my bones, smoke me out
Come on, do your worst to me

I broke rank, followed my heart
And where did it get me?
I should have known it right from the start
Left worthless and empty broken, broken
Come to hollow out my bones
I can't find my fucking heart
Much less my fucking home

(I've been coming home, home)
But you said, you said it was never enough
My head, my head is all filled up
With lies you've spoke about
A million times before
You said, you said it was never enough
My head, my head is all filled up
So please don't talk
And now I'll shut my bedroom door

When the earth begins to shake
As the mountains, they move around me

Can't get up, I can't get up
No, you just let me down
This disease is getting worse
If I never see you again
I just hope that you know I loved you
As much as you love him