Lil Xtra - I Hope You Know I Mean It lyrics
[Lil Xtra - I Hope You Know I Mean It lyrics]
Yeah, you know
I just wanna say something real
Fast before I start this
(I've got the whole world on my back)
There's a lot of things in this world
That I care way too much about
(I've got the whole world on my back)
And music's definitely one of them
But music's the only one that's
Actually worth my time
(I've got the whole world on my back, I do)
And I'm about to tell you why (I do)
Yeah
'Cause I'm 5'9, 165 established 1995
Livin' like I'm not getting out alive
And I'ma take a second just to tell you why
I had thoughts since 6th grade
This world was not made
For the sake of the people like me
Who can't see past their
Mistakes and misdeeds
And I bleed the same blood you bleed
So why are you tryin' to cut me?
Why's there always something you
Want from me?
Why can't you be happy for me?
That I'm not that kid on the phone
Screaming, "Fuck this world, I'm leavin'"
Like when I was sixteen and
It still feels like I'm dreamin'
When I call your phone and realize
That I forgot to breathe in
Forgot the grave that he's in
I hope you know I mean it
When I say I'm only here today
'Cause this music keeps me breathing
It's my only healing
I'm not alone if you can feel it
I'm not alone if you know the bliss
When I heard that girl don't
Slit her wrists no more
From that time I reminisced at my show
Told her there's reasons to stay, don't go
Don't push your family away, I know
They don't understand all the pain you hold
I'm just as sad, know you're not alone
Don't let your story go untold
I know you're here in spirit
Put on Deja Entendu
The only time I'm sad now is
When I think of you
I hope one day these kids get
Some of my lyrics tattooed
But if I only help one of them
Then I did it all for you
I don't know how she's doing, no
We haven't stayed in touch
But I helped her put the knife down
And that means so fucking much
I hope one day these kids get
Some of my lyrics tattooed
But if I only helped one of
Them, then I did it, i did it for you
For you for you
Did it all for you
I just wanna say something real
Fast before I start this
(I've got the whole world on my back)
There's a lot of things in this world
That I care way too much about
(I've got the whole world on my back)
And music's definitely one of them
But music's the only one that's
Actually worth my time
(I've got the whole world on my back, I do)
And I'm about to tell you why (I do)
Yeah
'Cause I'm 5'9, 165 established 1995
Livin' like I'm not getting out alive
And I'ma take a second just to tell you why
I had thoughts since 6th grade
This world was not made
For the sake of the people like me
Who can't see past their
Mistakes and misdeeds
And I bleed the same blood you bleed
So why are you tryin' to cut me?
Why's there always something you
Want from me?
Why can't you be happy for me?
That I'm not that kid on the phone
Screaming, "Fuck this world, I'm leavin'"
Like when I was sixteen and
It still feels like I'm dreamin'
When I call your phone and realize
That I forgot to breathe in
Forgot the grave that he's in
I hope you know I mean it
When I say I'm only here today
'Cause this music keeps me breathing
It's my only healing
I'm not alone if you can feel it
I'm not alone if you know the bliss
When I heard that girl don't
Slit her wrists no more
From that time I reminisced at my show
Told her there's reasons to stay, don't go
Don't push your family away, I know
They don't understand all the pain you hold
I'm just as sad, know you're not alone
Don't let your story go untold
I know you're here in spirit
Put on Deja Entendu
The only time I'm sad now is
When I think of you
I hope one day these kids get
Some of my lyrics tattooed
But if I only help one of them
Then I did it all for you
I don't know how she's doing, no
We haven't stayed in touch
But I helped her put the knife down
And that means so fucking much
I hope one day these kids get
Some of my lyrics tattooed
But if I only helped one of
Them, then I did it, i did it for you
For you for you
Did it all for you