Lil Xtra - Island lyrics

Fillin' in the violence
Sleepin' in the road starin' at my eyelids
I don't wanna go sittin' here in silence
Eyes to the floor
Just a little bit of kindness
All I had to show
Shoulda known you'd dump me
Yeah, cold as a stone livin' like an island
Stayin' on my own you keep trying
But I won't pick up the phone
'Cause you want to say you hate me
But I already know

The broken promises are endless and
It's all my fault
Getting dropped like a witness
Now I'm just another notch on your hit list
I made mistakes, too late for forgiveness
Left a taste so bitter
Just tryna make it through the winter
But I guess it's okay if you hate me
I've been fucking up every single day lately

You're breakin' up you're breakin' up
I barely hear you anymore i'm wakin' up
I'm wakin' up
Fuckin' passed out on the floor down, down
Down we go and you don't want this anymore
We're breakin' up we're breakin' up
And then you're walkin' out that door
(Never do)

Ay, yeah, ay 'Cause I've been thinkin'
I spend too much of my time daydreamin'
Schemin' without a reason
Hit the blunt and then I'm breezin'
Overlookin' family and friends that
I believe in i need to learn to focus
On myself and be decent
Maybe then I wouldn't always
Fucking feel defeated
Like everyone's against me
Like it's open fuckin' season on my life
Every night spent fighting with my demons
But tonight
I won't spend another second in my feelings
'Cause I'm sick of winnin' but
Bein' my worst critic
Get with it, just admit it
You couldn't have gone and did it
It's like I took a talent and
Turned it into a business
And I ruined what I
Love over motherfucking distance
But I guess it's what I do
That's what I've always done
Run like I'm starin' down the
Barrel of a smoking gun
Never payin' any mind to how far we've come
The blame is all mine
With some time I can overcome but

You're breakin' up you're breakin' up
I barely hear you anymore i'm wakin' up
I'm wakin' up
Fuckin' passed out on the floor down, down
Down we go and you don't want this anymore
We're breakin' up we're breakin' up
And then you're walkin' out that door

(Overlapping vocals are being screamed
In the background) you're breakin' up
You're breakin' up
I barely hear you anymore i'm wakin' up
I'm wakin' up
Fuckin' passed out on the floor down, down
Down we go and you don't want this anymore
We're breakin' up we're breakin' up
And then you're walking out that door