Lil Xtra - What Could Be Worse lyrics

Part I i live
In a timebomb hear my heart tick tick
All night long got it all now
Still lonely
So lost nothing could console me

I live
Somewhere deep inside of my head space
I don’t care
Probably hold you down like a deadweight
Never be set straight never be let down
'Cause I don’t believe anything
That anyone says now
If you don’t believe in me
Then why are you still here?
I heard everything
Could you please stop screaming in my ear?

What could ever be worse than
Thinking you can be something
Then finding out you're wrong
What could ever be worse than
Never finding your purpose
Did you know I used to
Think you were perfect?

I was never gonna be what you wanted
I did everything I could and
I still failed regardless
If I’m being heartless, it’s only because
I already gave it to you and it wasn’t enough
And now I’m fucked up and it’s not fair
But nothing matters anyway, why would I care?
I wouldn’t have a thing to say
If you were right there
How could I explain this year was a nightmare
It feels like I’m losing my mind
And it feels like you’re wasting my time
I’ll probably just lie and say it’s alright
You know that I’m lying when I say it's fine

What could ever be worse than
Thinking you can be something
Then finding out you're wrong
What could ever be worse than
Never finding your purpose
Did you know I used to
Think you were perfect? Part I I

Stop this fucking car i need to get out
We’ve gone way too far i need to go now
I don’t want to hear you say
Everything will be okay it won’t
You say you care but you don’t
Delete the texts that you wrote
I don’t want to hear you say
Everything will be okay it won’t