Savage Ga$p, guardin - what's left unsaid says it all lyrics

Catching up 'cause she told me
We can speak now
I keep my lights on when I sleep now
I keep my phone on when you go out
'Cause when I fall asleep you're
The one I dream 'bout

Look, I don't even sleep anymore
I feel empty
Lie awake and I wonder do you still miss me?
Rain fallin' in my conscious cloud
In my memories
I haven't eaten in days, shit is depressing
I know we talked about
Moving on and forgetting
My homescreen still you something
Won't let me
Sometimes I have good days, and it hit's me
The best part about mе is better not with me
I'vе been thinkin' bout' these feelings
Like when you say you love me
Do you even mean it?
I know that you don't need me
Wish you'd see it the only time I see you
Now is when I'm dreamin'
And you still my forever but I
Know I'll never be enough
Gave me all these chances
But I always seem to fuck it up
I just wanna hear everything about your day
I just wanna pretend just for a
Second you feel the same
I just wanna wake up to 4am
Texts from you like "Hey"
"I just wanna let you know
I love you so much, and I got home safe"
Now it all feels fake
Every time that you would lie to me
You would cry to me and I would tell you no
Matter what it's all okay
I guess love brings hate
I guess people do change
I guess feelings must fade
I guess I got-fuck
I guess I gotta be mindful that I'll
See you most with my eyes closed
And I'll sit with all the words
I wish I could un-say, yeah

Catching up 'cause she told me
We can speak now
I keep my lights on when I sleep now
I keep my phone on when you go out
'Cause when I fall asleep you're
The one I dream 'bout

Yeah, you told me that you love me
But your heart is rather cold
Catchin' sparks from all the fireworks
I'm out to fit your mold
I'm just freezin' in the Summer
We ain't close to either pole
But the distance feels immense between
The fibres in my soul
So I travelled down the coast in
Search of love or something close
Gotta make you slip discretely in
The pockets of my coat
What a travesty of character
Like kerosene to stone
Guess the heat left me perspiring
Designed to be alone
I'll be questioning your motives when you
Reach me on the phone
Are you out with anybody? I was
Sure you were on your own
Playing cautious with the cords incase
They wrap around my throat
Start regurgitating all this shit I
Wish I never wrote
Like seven I hate to let you know
If our boats are at capacity then
Does it sink or float?
I've been treading through the water
Thinking bout the times we spoke
My alarm went off this morning but alas
I never woke

Catching up 'cause she told me
We can speak now
I keep my lights on when I sleep now
I keep my phone on when you go out
'Cause when I fall asleep you're
The one I dream 'bout
Brought a black Nikon to the beach house
Pull my fleece out when I feel the breeze out
Used to freak, now you're too busy to go out
Throw my dreams out, all I do is sleep now