Sha Stimuli - Bad Day lyrics

You told me to stop, You told me to listen
You told me to stop, the way I was living
You said to talk to you
I know that you're hot, I know I was distant
I'm working a lot you always be bitching
I showed my flaws to you
Your phone was unlocked i got so suspicious
It had me in shock your words to some prick
‘Cause he wrote some songs for you?
You been to his spot
You sent him some pictures
So the day that y’all went to eat
I just showed up at the meeting
Like, "What's up everybody!?"
I was drunk and ignorant
You had your mouth open
He looked like an idiot
And then he tried to play real innocent
Like, "We just friends, just homies
Just kicking it" "Word? How bout I kick you
In your little d -k?"
Patted on my waist like, "Do something!"
He didn't flinch
And you was crying like, "Not here"
So we went home you was
Still letting out tears
Then you tried to say that I
Was really the blame for you
Hanging with this lame cause I
Was cheating for five years
Huh? You ain’t got no proof of that
Then you started naming names
And it threw me back
"So that's why you rolling
With this doofy cat?"
Then you told me that all I do is rap
And you got mad
All of a sudden like out of nowhere
You showed me some flick of a chick like
"Who's this ho here?"
I said, "I recognize the panties and the bra
But the face got me stumped" Damn
Why did I go there?
Hands in my grill, wild swinging haymakers
I busted you, how you gon’ change places?
Getting all mad, I tried to maintain you
I had to straight shake you
"Yo what the hell are you doing?"
Then I asked about the dude, "what
Does he mean to you, what did y’all do?
This is our fortress, did he break through?
One wrong is bad
But tell me if there wastwo?!"
Then you looked to the ceiling
You can imagine my feeling
There's no emotional healing that
Could fix what went
On with my heart when you revealed
That I was gone for a month
And you felt like a dunce
Cause he kept on trying to touch you
And you always used to front
But he treated you to lunch
Then he treated you like dinner
When y’all laid down once, I was screaming
"What the f -k?" i tried to come and hug you
You told me not to touch you
The way you said you hate me
It was coming from the soul like plug two
There's potholes in my damn lawn
He told my girl come home
With him like Cam'ron
You hit me with confessions of fire, I
Said you're lying, then you pushed me
You're mad strong
The first time you ever put hands on me
And then again …And it happened so quick
You called me a selfish bitch
And I caught you in the lips
Open hand maybe ma it could have been a fist
All I know is I was defending myself
You caught a fit i never reacted violently
Never saw this side of me
Blame it on the liquor
God I wish I had a time machine
Take me back twenty-eight seconds and
Put my mind at ease
Or make me disappear, make me run away
Make me try to leave i was yelling sorry
I told you I was drinking
Things got a little foggy
Girl I wasn't thinking
I remember you saying
"You think you’re a man?
You wanna be tough, you wanna throw hands?
Hit me again pussy
Yea I cheated, yea he was hitting
It, yea he was eating, "
Then you got graphic
You said something ‘bout his mouth
And I saw myself choking you out
Where's God? We about to make the news
I thought this is what people deep in love do
My father used to yell
My mother would scream too
Throwing furniture, to hurt each other
I was left confused
Turned me to a lonely kid
Sometimes I would blame her
Thought she kept provoking it
And he had to tame her
I ain't ever choke a chick until right now
I backed up… i calmed down
Damn, apologizing just sounds stupid
Tried to put the blame on
Too much Chris Brown music nah
Girl I thought that we found Cupid
He hit us with his arrow
Lord your eye is on the sparrow
So how did you not stop me
From just flying off the handle?
I was worried ‘bout the booth
But, I got demons fighting battles
And they're winning
I was spinning, now my mind is so unraveled
Girl I hate the man I showed you, now
I hope my show gets canceled, like
It's like i know you wanna leave me
But, I hope you can believe me
It's a cycle when you see me
Look my father hit my mother seen
My grandpa push my granny
Seen my cousin and my brother look
It's all up in the family
My genes make me do this
You clubbing every night
Girl your Jeans make me do this
They hug you so tight i feel like a heathen
We was beefing
But that beefing could easily
Turn to grieving
When blood is dripping and leaking
I believe that I love you but
Love is never the reason
For hitting someone it's
Deep and I really don't know the meaning
Got my eyes wide shut I
Don't wanna see you leaving
I would rather you just wait ‘til
I'm sleeping and then get even
I'm not sorry that I did it
I'm just honestly sorry I'm still breathing