Sha Stimuli - Have You Seen Him? lyrics

I don't care, I don't care
I don't care if it ain't fair
I ain't trying to be there
I don't really wanna share
What I make with some chick in my ear
And some kid in my face
I'mma up and disappear
Be clear I'm sincere I was
Telling you my fears
I don't know if you ignored me
Or you didn't wanna hear
I been there, my pops, my moms
They was scared i ain't scared
I'm terrified i'mma go to hell if I
Leave and continue the cycle
But I told you to kill it
You was gripping the Bible like "let's pray
Just stay" i can not be his idol
You not even my girl I ain't give you a title
Listen to me, my own Daddy said "Son I'm
Running to the store"
We was out of bacon or something
He wanted more all I can remember is his
Job had laid him off
So maybe he was stealing that
Bacon and got caught
Either that happened or maybe he got lost
Cause 20 years passed and he ain't
Walk back through the door damn
That shit should be against the law
I know this kid wasn't begging to be born
I know that, I know what you saying
It's our fault
We ain't have to go raw, I'm wrong oh Lord
I remember like yesterday
Staring at his picture
Every Father's day I'd bother other
Grownups 'scuse me mister have you seen him?
He resembles me a tad bit
I think he walks with a bad limp
I can't remember every year I got sadder
I'm saying prayers writing letters to Santa
That nigga ain't answer
Saw him in the mall and I snapped
Can you bring my daddy back?
Duke kicked me off his lap
So you wonder why I'm lost
Wonder why I'm pissed off
I ain't never have a baby
How much do they cost?

If you love your seeds then let them know
Better yet be there to see them grow
Have you seen him?
No he never ever came back home
Leaving Mama working on her own
Have you seen him?

I guess I'm actually bitter
We dudes should take heed strap
Up when you with her shit is really real
You'll be like Shaquille O'neal's
Father, see your son rich and try
To get back in the picture
But the frame's on tight and
It's a family portrait
Step daddy stepped in and you
Can't even force it
There's a thin line between
Murdering and abortion
And the pill you can take
Right after the morning
But when all else fails there's
A life that's depending on
Guidance, teaching
And love and a friend to call
Or better yet a support system to show
How a man supposed to be when he's grown
And you wonder why hoes
Be existing or why kids join sets
How mamas, can become babymamas and be upset
Cause we don't wanna give up
Shoe coppin' for school shopping
Be there or leave, there's 2 options
And one of 'em fucks up the world
You don't love the girl, the child's
Left alone, she wilds out, she roams
The boy wrecks his dome and
You know the story
Who says the kid's mine call Maury?


Momma you did everything you can
Momma you did everything you can
But, you can't teach me to be a man
You can't teach me to be a man
Someone raise a hand, look
Momma you did all that you could
Momma you did all that you could
It's really all good but
You just can't teach fatherhood
You can't teach fatherhood
Someone help me look have you seen him?