Sha Stimuli - Good Day lyrics
[Sha Stimuli - Good Day lyrics]
My rent ain't paid but I'm
Alive y'all that's okay
I had my Ipod on shuffle
Heard one of my lines i said I'm like Gotti
Ghandi and god all combined damn
I be spittin' some flames
How y'all doin? It's a beautiful day
I used to complain about my financial state
Career shit
My girl trouble, now I don't hear shit
Peep this story
I went to work just to clear my desk
And say goodbye to all the folks I left
Then I seen my man
Who always showed up to work with a smile
We would kick it at lunchtime
And I admired his style
He was excited everyday
He was the first one there
And we would always roll together though he
Rolled in a chair with wheels
Cause he ain't walk in like about 3 years
He said the accident had happened when
He had a few beers arguing with his wife
He never told me the story
Until the day I looked defeated and he
Said that's when I needed it
I asked him why he's always happy as Hell
He said he's happy as Heaven
With a story to tell
He said: "Me and my girl was
Fightin' maybe she suspected cheatin'
Cause, I was, i was buzzed and there's times
I almost beat her
But, I didn't, we was newlyweds
Tight from junior high
I was raised in Crown Heights
She grew up in Do or die
And the night we was beefing
Dog I ain't gon' even lie
I said I hate u she said 'why don't you die?'
I didn't mean it, but she checked my phone
I was driving on the road
She like 'who the hell is this?'
How am I supposed to know?
'It's that bitch you be with
Nigga call her right now'
I'm like chill girl calm the fuck down
Put your seat belt on
Tears in her eyes 'how can you be so wrong?
You still fucking her?' I'm like nah
Not really she swinging, I'm laughing
Til she caught me in the eye i couldn't see
Tried to switch lanes fast I said I tried
Cause the next thing I know
I saw clouds in the sky
I was laying on my back
There was cars passing by
Heard the sirens, noise
Wilding I was doing more than 60
Some people say God was with me
I say he's always there
Even though my girl looked so scared
She started shaking on the stretcher
Then the next 90 seconds
I was in the hospital
With the doc giving blessings
Said my legs stopped working and
My lady she was pregnant
And we mighta saved the baby
What baby? I was stressing like
Save my lady we'll make another baby!
But we never got the chance
Never said I love you all I got was a glance
Life can't be this bad, yes it can!
I was thinking at first
She passed and it couldn't be worse
I went into trauma, my mama came
Some nights inside my brain
I dream I could've
Saved her but the dream just fades
They tell me I'mma walk one day
And I can feel it 2 weeks ago
My right knee cap got back the feeling
And my ankle started twitching dog
This is not a game
That's why I laugh when y'all
Be crying and complaining
And I ain't saying you sound stupid
But that day I met the boss
You told me keep my fingers crossed and
You knew I couldn't do it
You beef about blocks you be trooping
Life is hard but I ain't making excuses
I just pray, I don't cry, I don't ask God why
I watched my wife die
But He kept me alive and now
I can still see her smile as
I stare in my daughter's eyes
And say thanks for my child yo
Everyday is a good day"