Sha Stimuli - I Apologize lyrics

Look see, for everybody that heard New
York State Of Mind
Where I said that in some time you'd
See New York State as mine
Now it's five years later and
I guess I'm real behind
So this song is like my
Way of saying I apologize shit
To say it's not my time would be pessimistic
Yes I'm gifted, driven, I can rhyme
I do songs, hooks, concepts
Flows that coincide with the music
But my songs aren't stupid and I don't lie
Damn i'm sorry I ain't flossing
And the whip game
Chain hanging with the price it's costing
Isn't part of what I give to you
It's tough for me to force it
Had a spot but yeah I lost it
Lenny S it's not your fault shit
Dawg, you got me in the office
I was street teaming, deep dreaming
Major label offers and we took one
Look son, on my way to fortune
But the kid never ever came out
It's like abortions

So sorry so sorry
I ain't mean to cause problems for nobody
The bottom line is, I apologize

There's no one to blame
Jay, I'm sorry that I mentioned your name
It's just part of the game
You worked hard for your dollars and fame
And Ty Ty said your crown was my aim
I beg to differ I'm different
I didn't mean to just give up and stray
From my mission to get busy in the NCAA
And go further to the league or
Overseas and up my pay ma I'm sorry
I just thought hip hop was another way shit
I should have practice my jumper
I wouldn't have to practice
Rapping much dumber i'm such a prick
If I had half of the hunger
I had when I was doing battles and younger
I'd be the shit

I'm So sorry
I ain't mean to cause problems for nobody
The bottom line is, I apologize

I'm sorry for making joints that make
You think or make you feel
I'm trying always to make a point
Always getting head or tails
Never need to flip a coin it's so easy
If you can not beat me then you should join
I'm sorry that I'm real
I'm sorry that I'm nicer than that
Person that you like and
I'm off, without the Vicodin
I'm filling up the pages with my name
Each time you type it in
On Google and I'm the truth and
Even though you find a li lie within
Stimuli, there's two I's one you
U, yeah I took that L but made it through
To every ex x that was asking why
Y, I had to G 'em i'm a mess
Thought my ass was fly, so I was fleeing
I was being such a pimp, just blind
Selfish, conceited
Only feelings that I stressed where mine
Guess I was needing new
Women every other night
Touch 'em like I'll love 'em right
Then explain I think I love another type
And that's not you that's not cool
I know that I acknowledge this a couple times
Dozen rhymes fuck it, I'm misogynist
That's trying to evolve that's
Why I'm spitting this, honest shit
Sorry I ain't drop out of college
Brain made me smart as shit
That's why I graduated with some honors
But I'm sorry that my daddy couldn't make it
He was living then listen friends
I was feeling hatred
Should have squashed it y'all
I promise when he passed it
Had me shaking like i'm thankful he made me
I wish he could have heard the radio play me
I'm sorry people is shady
Then again, I'm the problem here lately
I could have gave more money to Haiti
I'm so sorry