​sleepwater, ​heylog - ​fields lyrics

I'm losing faith and abilities
I wish I was brave I'm never at ease
What did you say to me?
Nothing was made for me
Nothing went the way of the willow
I'll sit right here and wait by my window
Picking leaves for you to see
I hate these trees when I can't breathe

I'm sick of me I said too much
I hate myself not scared to crush
I'm not scared to crush
I hate myself not fair, no touch
I did this to myself

Come destroy me now I really wanna know
I locked inside your arms
I hate the way it goes
I'm locked inside a farm while
You remove his coat
I've never had the time to let anyone close

Just a log and a tree standing open in fields
Rough times for a being if you
Don't know how to heal
Kill me lover, push below the ground
Oh I can't stand it here, not even an ounce
Oh you, oh my come back to my side
I don't know myself
Don't go I'll stay and get help
No I don't miss you hate what you done to me
Say that you're in love with me
Two hundred days, where I would see you
I made a mistake, now I can't see you