​sleepwater, ​heylog - ​pile lyrics

I've been to heaven hell and she wanted it
She wanna ham my neck 'till I'm on it
Switching positions
I feel like I'm in night time
I don't feel the sun no more
I don't like sunshine
Quicker my heart declines more
That I find myself
Shut my windows and blinds more
That I hate myself i dislike everything
But dislike you the most
My life's full of sin
'cause I don't know where to go
Stood outside I'm seeing flies
I'm outside, you know my time
Wait for this, I'm on a climb
Fuck my psyche, i'ts pain until I die
Gaining more likes
Am I doing something right?
It's gone up in spikеs
Have I gone up in my life
Maybе you should listen to me once in a while
Surely you would be different if
You weren't in denial
Every thought she's ever had
Starts to fucking pile
Oh, I wish I never had, she fucking vile
Depression getting really bad
You can crack a smile
You can barely leave your bed
Stop acting like a child
How did you get rid of your sweat?
Did you run it off?
Do something with your life
And make it worthwile

She's so psychotic, I knew when I saw
Speaking so toxic, your just like your mom
Everything I do she gets really pissed
So why does it feel like it's always my fault
God, your chaotic, quit starting a fight
I ain't one to argue, it's a waste of time
She purposely trying to spark up
A flame and now
All of this is getting out of line
Oh, baby, you're so cold
You're making this easy, give more
Oh, baby, we're off course
She said she want more she said she want more
Innocence don't exist
She'll find ways to get your head
She's offended again exaggerate things I say
Oh, my dear, you're in fear
Block it out with a few beers

Everyone she's ever cursed is in a pile
Everyone she's ever hurt calls her vile
And everyone she's done the worst gets away
Am I the only one who's learned from her pain
Now the whole place burnt down
And I can see it in her eyes she's happy
I hope you know you look like a clown
'Cause only you would act a little trashy