SuiSai, Dion Dugas - ​loading screen lyrics

Lay those thoughts to rest for now
Like how could they accept me
Can't accept myself
Time to just stop thinking
So uncomfortable within
This skin it's wearing thin
And all those flaws will show
So I'll hide myself within these walls
And never tell a soul

Hard to treat yourself
Like someone that you love
That mirror floods my heart with hate
Always on the run
Treat life like it's a joke
But I can't trick myself for good

If you're alone when I'm gone
Did you see what I see?
'Cause I mean when I leave i'll be long
'Cause I feel it all again
I know how you pretend
To smile as though we're still just friends
When no one is around
You cry when feeling down
Some days you want it all to end

Hard to treat yourself
Like someone that you love
That mirror floods my heart with hate
Always on the run
Treat life like it's a joke
But I can't trick myself for good

Took all the chemicals to try to feel again
Been three days since I've left this bed
Try to cover up so none of my friends worry
Wouldn't wanna burden them