Tau - Fields lyrics

You tryna make me be content with myself
I appreciate the gesture
But I don't need no help
For lack of givin a fuck
Im into this for myself
Ain't in for nobody else
You really think that im selfless
Enough to pay you attention
The only thing that i been payin
For is love and affection
From the ones that don't really mean it
I pray for a blessin
Whatever it's cool I don't believe in god
So darkness is the fate im expectin

Bitch, prove to me you exist
How can i live knowin nobody is livin
Thats it
Therеs no ideology that i am binded to
Ill make my own
Shit i know that anything is possiblе


At least in the universe that i created
Everybody is me just an imaginary vision of
My changin mentality don't be too mad at me
Thats just bein mad at myself
It would be better if i could
Just live with apathy and happiness
To feed to my head No say
In anything that i do, free will is a myth
Do i even exist? shit I don't know
But it don't matter
Long as im here and im thinkin this shit
How could i think if i didn't
How could i think if i didn't
How could i think if i didn't how could i-

Keep comin back to the question
Is life worth livin if all im doin is restin
And wastin my time, precious
Fuck your captchas, bitch check this
Ain't never think straight
Just goin off my peripherals
Tunnel vision, tint the windows
Keep the light from hittin you
You is me, all is well
But that do not change anything
Every day im being
I see the preference in heavens taste
I see the bit's and pieces
That im missin almost everyday
I see the bliss in ignorance
Significance I don't convey
I see your little hustle tryna
Muscle with the bigger play
I see through the fields of our realm
My consciousness is fake

Nothing exists, does it