Lil Xtra, thebreathingbackwards - ​​hurt lyrics

I hope you're happy
I hope you've found that peace of mind
Moving on without me
And leaving all of the memories behind
Now I can't even focus, left it all unspoken
Cut myself with thorns for you
To throw away the roses
Damaged from the start
Like fated to fall apart
You said that we could make this work
Then broke my fucking heart

Don't tell me what it's like, breaking
'Cause I still feel the love that you left
Ripping out my eyes, erasing
We forgetting it all for the best
No, I can't go back here's where we stand
Cut that kodak you're right in the sand
I'll take it all down, lie in the dirt
But I'm still pretending that
It doesn't hurt like it doesn't hurt

Now I don't really know where I go
Never been one who would die low
Losing my mind in Ohio
Got too many people around me
Too many people that know you
All of my fear keep compounding
And now I just wanna outgrow you
'Cause I got the weight on my chest
Always so fucking depressed
I don't like anything now
I'm even more of a mess
But I'll stay away for the best
'Cause every time that you told
Me you loved me
I went and fucking believed you
Now it's my time to become me
I hate that I need you

Don't tell me what it's like, breaking
'Cause I still feel the love that you left
Ripping out my eyes, erasing
We forgetting it all for the best
No, I can't go back here's where we stand
Cut that kodak you're right in the sand
I'll take it all down, lie in the dirt
But I'm still pretending that
It doesn't hurt like it doesn't hurt

I see the lies that you
Hide behind your eyelids
It's hard when I give my all to you
And all I get is silence
I try to communicate but all
It does is ruminate
Exposing that we're hopeless
I'm so done feeling broken
My heart is shattered
And I know it doesn't matter
That I'm lost in your kaleidoscope
I missed the fucking pattern
Charging all my isotopes until
My feelings scatter
Someone call to the scene of this disaster
We're a disaster

Don't tell me what it's like, breaking
'Cause I still feel the love that you left
Ripping out my eyes, erasing
We forgetting it all for the best
No, I can't go back here's where we stand
Cut that kodak you're right in the sand
I'll take it all down, lie in the dirt
But I'm still pretending that
It doesn't hurt like it doesn't hurt