Alex Dionisio - Side A Segment 1 lyrics

I rap so much that I’m sick of this stuff
I’m gonna take a hiatus
Really beginning to hate it
If I go out on a ledge, out on the edge
I may just shoot up my head
If I don’t stop then I’ll rock hip-hop in
The spot ’til you guys say stop
I cannot stop loving the music
I do it because these guys hate
Me when I do it, they stupid
They don’t realize my love
I look into my eyes like my love, God
If I ever had a girlfriend
She would mean the world to me
And then I’d trade her for the world, see?
I drink the tea in China
Do you have me behind ya? No
So you ain’t in my crew, my clique
Unique what ya took from me
Hey baby, how you being so shady?
Gotta drop ya, stop ya from being AD
Make me do whatever you want
Shake me, break me, you can’t take me, what?
After you left, after you hit the car
I stopped it right in front like
Godzilla and ripped you out, i kill you now
No choice but to f but true me stupidly
These guys like, "why?" so I answered them
"because you cried"
That’s not what men supposed to do
That’s what hoes do it’s not like I know you
I throw you into that five story building
I tell you five stories before it happens
And then I get it cracking
These guys are lying
They go together like raw meat and lions
These guys trying but can’t, they failing
They just assailing and wailing
I’m not Smithers, I’ll style
You out with wisdom
And I’ll kick it too and hit ‘em
I don’t wanna bleep this thing out
I don’t wanna say my rhymes so
It doesn’t hear you out

Play that again, say that again
‘cause the first time is the
Worst time for the ears
And every year, there’s like, "why?" Nah
I move on like groove on
When you on the dance floor
You’re cocking back
You’re pissed and knocking that
Knock boots at the end

I’ll run a marathon
I’ll give you five tons to hold onto
When you’re with your moms
If you was just a baby
It was because your dick was in
Your hand and you was masturbating
I shave, Jesus saves, go outside
Walk on the pave
I don’t go to libraries, I eat
Berries then spit ‘em at you
Show your shirt is dirty too
Have you ever seen a man this mad?
Have you ever seen an Asian with
A gun in his hand? I wouldn’t ever kill you
‘cause that means the
Death of me so I need pleasure, baby
Where ya be?
This is m to the c, but I’m not from Europe
I’m from America
I’m scaring ya with a pistol that’s pretend
I made it out my fingers
And pointed it at you
Have you ever seen a man
So mad that he’d rather
Have a gun instead of this pencil in hand
Maybe it’s taking notes
Maybe it’s obsession with chokes
Maybe it’s jokes that made him
Go over the edge
Maybe he should have a dinner instead
Instead of starving himself because well
He’s working too hard at this shit
Where’s the god in all this?
If they taught me about it
Then how come he’s not
Walking around with it?
Huh? Answer that shit
If you’re attractive, get out
I’m being mean to all sluts with butts
Every one that I looked at first at
Everyone won as person
And no man could every take over me
And put their hand on me
Hey, I’m saying hey I’m saying wait, go away

They drove me away and say they wanna talk
Once I talk about V Tech, get away
They don’t wanna diss this Asian
Think about V Chin
And how they bashed his shins in
In Detroit when he did nothing
It was just prodding and you
Two guys is nothing
I’m rocking the mic, I’m a hypocrite
I have a gun on hip ready to

New, I’m making you spew, after you hear it
I’m giving you the clearance to drink
Tonight ’til you’re ending your years
Now, who other emcees could say
Oh and say not mean
It to bros when they pass those in halls
They make fun of the As what, page flip, what
You don’t know what I’m saying, but you do
Actually you passed the quiz and I too
This is an f, this is left for death
Get out of the house and study this shit
I’m left in this house for too long ‘cause of
The snow I’m finding out like two prongs
Listening to 2pac too long
But you don’t have that last at
You don’t have to rhyme like
That to be acting

Even though you put in your history books
The opposite of what we have you
Hey, you eat it like a cow
But I can’t explain how ‘cause your brain
Is about the size of a pea
And I pee on your brain
Same as the game ‘cause I
Have no respect for it
This is just gains and stocks and markets
That’s why I spark a flame in
Your brain just to melt
It ‘cause I felt shit every
Single minute of my life
And every second was dedicated to
Punching your lights out
I shout not because I’m angry, because
I can’t lower my voice
It’s a medical condition that’s pissing on
Me like a pot under me
And you wonder why I act pissy, I’m a
Sissy, I’m a boy, I’m not a man
I’ll be destroyed before I finish this
And I haven’t eaten dinner, I’m starving
I’ll probably fall over in my
Seat after I’m done rapping
As it happens I can’t have an action
I can’t even have half a fraction
I don’t have money
It’s only pretend numbers I write for me
To act like I have security
There’s no such thing as confidence
‘cause I got all the
Words in the dictionary and stopped
At the last one
Which is it gonna be, piss or shit on me?
Please give me an option before
I call the cops to
Stomp ‘em because I can’t do it for myself
I would school you before I school myself
I would rule you before I
Hit the ruler on the
Hand of a man that had nothing to deserve but
A land of his own because
He’s been handled by these
Guys that say they manhandled
Him in their home
Let him alone, lock the doors of his home
All I need is gas and a match to
Match the pain that he gave to
Me in the game that I had to
Spit in order to feel the same

Freestyle, relax, relax
Listen ‘cause I’m not gonna repeat myself

It’s not that I hate you
It’s just I don’t like the way
You gays gaze at me
You see, I’ll never date you
I’ll never be a fag
Clean myself with a rag and masturbate to
Two Playboy mags with one hand
I love my sexual orientation
As straight so stop
Waiting for me to pay attention to him
Just let him be free like Willy
And don’t your willy free or
Else I’m gonna go willy
Nilly, chase you up the hill with a weapon
Stepping so fast you think I’m
A cheetah when I’m repping
And doing my thang which you could never be
A part of it when doing mine, losing mine
You could never be a part of the bang
You’re losing your heart every time
You was saying them thangs
This dude put his ass in my face
Thinks about it when he masturbates

All good, not hood, listen

Not gonna harm you, I’m not
Gonna get warm with you
But still I’m not gonna perform
Two times for you
Just realize the rhyme is true, I
Don’t lie, I never be blue
Only red in front of ‘em
It’s not hatred, the face red when
I’m spitting, when I’m getting excited
I’m lightning the rhyme comes
The times come for you to be warned me
Please, don’t you see that I’m
Free as a bird?
And I don’t pull up to the curb of a
Gay bar to say words to these dudes
I’d never take ‘em home if I had
A car to drive one in
Please do not take no breath, I stand my step
And you could never deter me, unnerve me or
Work me up in a storm, a sweat
You could never get this shit

Don’t worry, I’m not gonna hurt you
I just gotta express the dirt, some of
This shit, get off my chest, it doesn’t work
It’s not getting paid
And those homos and hobos ain’t getting laid
That’s ok ‘cause people have it worse off
It’s that you take bratwurst that
Nerves me a lot
I don’t park in the parking lot ‘cause
I ain’t got no car to spark, spark plugs
In the dark when I go to the bus stop
To go to the hospital and clock meds
I mean the docs do that
Shit while I rock specimens it nerves me
I fall asleep when I’m about to be
Or start to be doing my thing
It’s 4 o’clock in the morning
And I’m about to be doing my thing
Things close down on you
I’m a caged animal about to
Rip out this stainless steel
And feel the pain I give to you

That’s my word about these homos
But I don’t hate gays
I just stay away from ‘em today
So what do you got
To say? Just live your life and leave me away