Flowertruck - Pretending lyrics

Another Facebook memory
Not all of this again
I feel like taking it off
Just like a t-shirt threads made just for me
You've come a long way for
Views of a distance
But you can’t know something
'til it's fallen inside and out of view

But it gets closer when I remember

Words borne out of fear we never meant
But now they're said, it's all I hear
An angry bell struck by your ear
A history you cannot clear
But now there's nothing to say
There's nothing left to make clear
I'm stuck here wondering why
I wish you were here
I'm stuck pretending again

Maybe the wound has healed
It smells like roses and gold (Nope)
It's just the parting gift of an illness
New words will make us sick again


And it gets stronger when I remember

Words borne out of fear we never meant
But now they're said, it's all I hear
An angry bell struck by your ear
A history you cannot clear
But now there's nothing to say
There's nothing left to make clear
I'm stuck here wondering why
I wish you were here
I'm stuck pretending again

No closer no stronger
No better i'm just pretending that
You weren't important

Words borne out of fear we never meant
But now they're said, it's all I hear
An angry bell struck by your ear
A history you cannot clear
But now there's nothing to say
There's nothing left to make clear
I'm stuck here wondering why
I wish you were here
I'm stuck pretending again

All our memories, forget them all
I'm still pretending that you
Weren't important at all
I'll erase you 'cause the truth hurts
I'm still pretending that
You weren't important
All our point of view, our plans and thoughts
I'm still pretending that you
Weren't important at all
Pretending that it's just all in my head