Foxes in Fiction - A Softer World lyrics

Can you picture a man who's his own hologram?
Here I am in New York
What do the words "trillium killer" mean?
No one knew where you went
I showed you how the light bent
And no one knew what to do
We watched it consume you
(Rewriting your history)

The drugs work just like we planned
A softer world I built by hand
And all I should have known by now
I'd start to understand

Can you think of your rage
How it's growing with age
I traced the light refracted through me
Then decrypted a message to me
No one knew what to do
The day it consumed you
(I know you long for the sound)

The drugs work just like we planned
A softer world I built by hand
And all I should have known by now
I'd start to understand

The bruised arms from all the blood drawn
I'm drawing up a softer world
Forgive me for the things we've done
I'll die here in this world

My warm blood's working overtime
A threat dissolved from the inside
A fresh start every year or two
A plan to learn to drive