GORESET, Vaeo, ​k0a - ​never wanted lyrics

This is an ode to a life I'll never live
Moving mostly in silence
Spend all my time fighting

Don't want to resort to the violence
But sometimes I get these ideas
And I can't help that I've fallen
I can't help that I'm diving
I can't help when I'm dying

But I won't fall alone
Yeah, I'm gonna fix this home
You were never strong
I just played along

So now I lay to sleep with
These thoughts in my mind
Fight with them all night
(Something don't feel right)
I hope I make peace with them
(If I can do it)

You will be alright (In another life)
You were almost fine (You were almost mine)

Don't want to resort to the violence
But sometimes I get these ideas
And I can't help that I've fallen
I can't help that I'm diving
I can't help when I'm dying

So now I lay to sleep with
These thoughts in my mind
Fight with them all night
(Something don't feel right)
I hope I make peace with them
(If I can do it)
You will be alright

Step by step and breath by breath
I'll walk alone from you
And every breath I take just makes me want
Revenge for what you put me through
Like waste of time, waste of time
All it is wasted time
Travel 'round the world and back again
Just to make you all mine
All mine, I think about you all night
If you scared of my presence
I can't make it alright
Face down, drowning in my blood
Wait for the world to end
Lifting up your shoulders at me when
I try to grab your hand
Singed my skin off
Treat me like I'm contraband
Never meant to hurt you, never
Meant to hurt you
Never meant
And this was never the life that I wanted
And now I'm right back where I started
I built my life on a house of cards and
It took one word to blow it away

GORESET