Hail the Sun - Solipsism lyrics

Half asleep, you check to see if I'm alive
Why would you come over just
To start a fight?
I'm the type who loves to be alone
All you want's affection, yeah
And all I want's to go

Euphoria i try to keep the upper hand and
You're far along
It's not hard to keep the upper hand when
You say I still love you when I choose
Knowing when to lose and let go euphoria

Patience is a virtue and I'm falling short
Every time we disagree, I'm out the door
You should not empower me
I feed off the pain tantrum tactic obstacles
Keeps us both engaged all the same

Euphoria i try to keep the upper hand and
You're far along
It's not hard to keep thе upper hand when
You say I still love you whеn I choose
Knowing when to lose and let go euphoria

I need to sculpt the way you feel
To keep the spark alive and well
'Cause, I might never be the
One who sees the everlasting
I might never give the time
It takes for our finessing
I might never be the one
Who sees the everlasting
I might never give the time
It takes for our finessing