Saint on saturn - Phantom donuts lyrics

A blip in time carries a benign
New feeling to the air, to the room
Now it's gone

Sounds, they kill the space
All things destroy the herd
Beetles on the wall one a day, one a night
Now I'm dead could ya'
Send the ghost back home?
Send the ghost back home?
Send the ghost back home?
Send the ghost back home?

What's out there? Search for it all day
Steady as I flee was another kin
Where's the star in me? Petty as my feet
Struggle underneath flying through the woods
High into the mood

Something's quite uneasy
That's the normal feeling
All alone, not alone i don't care
Just give me something of meaning

Like water to a lake
To a moth on the brightest light
If Neptune is nothing but mist
Tell me this, what's the rest
But a simple quest
Out there somebody has another
Saved for another safe from another
Safe from myself

She been dead to me since I boxed her in
Leave a letter at her door
Saying we're just friends
And nothing more than that
Anything other than that
Is destined, not to last
Kinda wack, broken glass

But then I stop take a eon or two to realize
Good guys like me work too hard to make time
And wouldn't you know it i finally got it
I've been stuck in a loop for all my life

It's full of puny little lies
Stupid sheering of a sheep that cries
Whenever wolves reek havoc
Surreal sober habit's, blandest of skies
Fixated beliefs like mine die out by night
I could pray for the love of
My life to love me
And somebody else could pray for her instead
Said she loved me to death, the way I smell
So I gave her my ashes
Told her "snort it well"

They say "You better stop saying it
Before they believe it"
Okay? What if they do
What are they going to do
Hang me from a rope, lynch me
Or oppress all my hope?
Didn't think so, kid and yes, I would know

Because my soul's been doing donuts
For a thousand years go from being a whale
To eating male as a kale
And hating hard on mayo
Heyo, I'm just saying in my past life
I could've died in a thousand times
And still made it

Maybe not with all of the old me
Bold enough to tell you
I'm as young as one can be
But half the things I know about
I knew by nine some things in life
Just happen for no reason
And nobody cares to ask why