Shipwrecked Alice - Nvr change lyrics

Its not so bad living on the edge
The views always fun
Plus i like my little ledge
Even in the moments i wonder how it'd be
If i jumped off and sank into the sea

The only thing by now that's consistent
Is the looming feeling i'm non-existent
The self-destruct buttons on the
Back of my neck
Could you push it for me when
You bring me the check?

It's chest pain, my dumb name
And a lot of fucking shame
The only things i know will never ever change
It's headaches, a lack of grace
And an inability to stay in one place
These will always stay the same

I was born 4 days early
I'll go out the same way
A few decades before my dying date
Surrounded by the girls from my french
Course that make me laugh sometimes
And the boys in the house behind mine
The casket will be closed-
And nobody will cry

The only thing by now that's consistent
Is the looming feeling i'm non-existent
The self-destruct buttons on the
Back of my neck
Could you push it for me when
You bring me the check?

It's chest pain, my dumb name
And a lot of fucking shame
These will always stay the same
It's headaches, a lack of grace
And an inability to stay in one place
These things will never ever, ever change

I wish i could be scared of death
Lifes like shapes drawn on window panes
Fogged with my own breath there for a moment
Then it fades
I don't know my purpose, but i know my place

My dad left my mom when i
Was still on the way he didn't want me
And i can't say i blame him
If i were my father, i'd leave me too
I'm sick and it's not just because of you

It's chest pain, my dumb name
And a lot of fucking shame
These will always stay the same
It's headaches, a lack of grace
And an inability to stay in one place
These things will never ever, ever change