Forestm4fia - My final ode lyrics

I've been listening to "White Ferrari"
"Brockhampton" ended shit imma miss Jabari
Even after half a year I'm still so sorry
Over all the shit i did to my
Old boys it was so harming
And now I'm self carving
Razor been my best friend
And i mean no offense to that boy no more
He's gonna do great things he's got the
Mind of Rick Rubin
He's been kicking ass since 7th grade
Y'all ain't ready for the
Shit that he's brewing and to
I wished one day i could match your energy
Your workflow is one to beat
I'd go and sell my
Arms and teeth to have the same
Type of chemistry as you
And even now that still rings true

I know damn well that i was never respecting
Apologies won't work
Y'all ain't that accepting
But if i had one chance
To say something to you
It would be to be yourself, and to stay true

I hope you know i miss you everyday
You once said something but loving if there
Was hate i know your feelings changed
But mine will never
It's been the same damn way since
I spoke to the devil
I want to reach out but i don't wanna hurt
I hope you're doing great
I won't make it worse

And to everyone i know my words ring hollow
The lies that I've told weren't easy
To swallow
And now I'm long nose at the end of this all
But give it a lil' bit and
You will all be free