Polearm - ​regret lyrics

I don't know if I'm ready
But you're acting so petty
She said what's the problem
I said there's too fucking many
I don't know if I regret it
I wish I could forget it
But if I said I love you then
You know I fucking meant it

Still beats another night alone in silence
If I could change myself I'd tell
Myself to try and hide it
This type of feeling got me feeling
Like I cannot fight it
Make our time together last as
We both keep on lying

Why am I chasing a feeling
I just do not need?
Why am I chasing a feeling
I just do not need?

Catch me if I fall when I'm out of rope
Hear me when I talk but you fucking don't
It's hard to receive any of my attention
But you're so goddamn lovely
I'm distracted

Why am I chasing a feeling
I just do not need?
Why am I chasing a feeling
I just do not need?

I don't know if I'm ready
But you're acting so petty
She said what's the problem
I said there's too fucking many
I don't know if I regret it
I wish I could forget it
But if I said I love you then
You know I fucking meant it

Your memory dug my emotions up
They just keep flooding back
And every time I'm in bed
Alone I'm running back again
I'm running back again
I'm running back again
Not looking for guidance, alone on the road
I still put on the mileage
Looking for peace but don't see it
Inside when I'm closing my eyelids
Remember been searching forever, so long
And I still cannot find it
Taking a break, cannot make me
Feel better, believe me
I've tried it
Always have issues with not being satisfied
I am my father's son
I tried to keep it together but
I guess she's not the one
I'm so sorry for the way that I reacted
It takes practice