Polearm - rlyfeel2 lyrics

Dye my hair an ocean blue
So I can match you
There’s beauty in the falling leaf
But I won’t ever catch you
Why does it always feel like that
I haven’t even met you?

If I eat, then you eat
If you’re hungry, I’m hungry
This shit ain’t for the weak
You gotta work 'til it’s sunny
How’d you try and stab my back
When all
I want was in front of me?

(I cannot feel shit)
I can see through your lies
I’m never at peace and it’s hard to find
I’m gonna cry, would rather just stay inside
If you say that you hate it, well, so do I

The way that the air changed
Was it something I said?
I can’t keep up with you
You’re pacing ahead
Can’t stop being manic
You just hang by a thread
Always indecisivе
I guess i’m screwed in thе head

I don’t have the guts anymore
But I still tried to kiss you
Before I closed the door
I can’t imagine how you
Would settle the score
The way it slipped through
My hands
I'm not ready for war