Schäffer the Darklord - The Amender lyrics
[Schäffer the Darklord - The Amender lyrics]
I see the victories I win and
All the love I've been given
By all of the men and the
Women who've been instrumental in it
Yet, it took reflection to get me
To pause for a minute
And realize that my modicum of success
Has come from being a monster
Mortified by what I've done
And I've become
For every back stabbed I feel
The heat of the fire
I've been a Very Bad Man, a cheating thief
And a liar
I've required your decency
While I break all my rules
All of you who've been so sweet to me
I've played you like fools
Inside of this sheep's hide
A scared and arrogant kid
I've never meant to hurt you
I've just never cared if I did
So now I write this song of regrets
I've more than a few
And I will right these wrongs and
Repent before all of you
To all of my family, and
My ex's, and my fans, And my friends
I can change, I can apologize
It's time to make amends
I'm sorry Casey, I'm sorry Jaime
I'm sorry Brandi
I know you all probably hate me
Sorry Elizabeth, I'm sorry Lindsey
I'm sorry Sarah
I hope someday that you can forgive me
I'm sorry Lisa, I'm sorry Susie
I'm sorry Rachel
I made sure you barely knew me
Isabella, Alithea, Gretchen, Allison
And Wendy i'm sorry again Sarah
I'll regret it 'til my ending
Looking back upon this list
Of my embarrassments
The friends that I left behind
The bands I abandoned
It's a miracle my relatives
Still acknowledge my existence
Given how distant I've been since I
First fled from the Midwest
All the prizes I stole
And all the lies that I told
All the crying that I caused and
Watched with eyes that were cold
All my spite and my jealousy
Insecurity the cause
Relied on dependency on sex, drugs
And applause
Hey Rat, I haven't been the
Best friend to you, And you know
I could say the same to
Greg, and Emily, and Pete, And Lugo
Mandy, Ivan, Rob
And Lottie - Oh how I miss you!
And you Chris? Well I guess it's
Time that I forgive you
Look, I know it may be late, suspicious
Or whatever
But treatment's been good for me
I'll probably be in it forever
I've been blind my whole life
But now I finally get it
If my life's a movie
Know I'll see your names in the credit's
I'm sorry Jason, I'm sorry Mikey
I'm sorry Femur, I'm sorry Mark and Mike G
I'm sorry David, Ricky, Rocco, Beege
And Coolzey liisa, Jeremy, and D
And Scott I've got apologies
I'm sorry father, I'm sorry mother
And to my step-mother, and to my half-brother
My aunts, and uncles, cousins, step-sister
And brother my nephew and nieces
I'm sorry to pieces I love you
I'm sorry Casey, I'm sorry Jaime
(And I'll make amends) i'm sorry Brandi
I know you all probably hate me
(To family and friends)
Sorry Elizabeth, I'm sorry Lindsey
(For all the hurt) i'm sorry Sarah
I hope someday that you can forgive me
(I've caused all of them)
I'm sorry Lisa, I'm sorry Susie
(I've got letters to send)
I'm sorry Rachel
I made sure you barely knew me
(And fences to mend)
Isabella, Alithea, Gretchen, Allison
And Wendy (Been sick too long)
I'm sorry again Sarah
This is the record's ending
(So long, this is the record's ending)